My apology

WARNING!!!

THIS IS ONLY FOR THOSE THAT CAN STAND ALL THE "JIWANGNESS" AND THE EMOTIONS....STRICTLY FOR ADULTS ONLY!!! PARENTAL ADVISORY IS NOT NEEDED..

Last night something happen 2 me...

i thought i was being professional...

but i was wrong...

so dammnn wrong...

and because of my stupidity i lost the person that i'm in love with...

i'm going out of my mind...

i get the awful truth last night...

he still hooked on his past...

there's nothing more i can do...

i believe him when he said he loved me...

my friend keep telling me i'm stupid...

i guess i am...

nas...

i'm sorry...

i should have listen 2 u...

i know your're mad at me...

i'm sorry that i made u worried bout me..

i'm sorry for being so childish..

i know that u r angry at me caused u love me..

caused i'm your friend..

we've been through lots of good and bad times together...

u never gave up on me...

u always supports me especially when i am down...

and i thank u for that...

thank you for being there for me...

friends till death rite??? :)

hariz...

i had such awesome time when i'm with u...

and everytime i said i love u i really do love u...

i'm sorry i made u mad...

it was not my attention...

the blame is on me...

i was doing thing without thinking...

i was so emotional..

i was madly in love with u...

again its my fault...

i'm sorry syg...

no matter how much sorry i am...

seems like u already has move on...

move on from me...

i only got my self 2 blame...

i was trying to be the best for u...

and i have promised 2 be the best..

but i'm not the best for u...

she is....

why cant u love me the way u love her??

u cant right??

u only have her in your heart...

i'm just nobody to u...

and i get it now...

i truly get it...

i was editing this before i get your text...

i make this to surprise u...

to tell u how much i appreciate u...

since i cant give it to u...

i'll just leave it here...

so that everyone can see how much i love u...

i love u

again...

i'm sorry for all the things that i've done...

guys...

sorry that this post is bit jiwang...

just trying to let it out off my chest...

i need support from u guys..

that all for now...

-roger n out-