mama n abah

almost 2 weeks now...

i'm starting 2 feel homesick..huhuhu...but why when i'm here in segamat i feel like so damn bored n keep thinking bout home?

but when i'm at home sometimes i tends to feel boring too and cant wait to get back to segamat...aiyo...

mama n abah have been working so hard to raise me...i never really show them how thankful i am to have them as my parents..am i a bad daughter??? i'm the youngest in the family, can say that i'm the baby of family *baby tue* its true..baby is my nickname at home..i guess i am a bit spoiled sometimes..but not in terms of material okay *being serious*....hahaha...enough of that babbling...

abah is the oldest son in his family...he has been working so damn hard for his family n never give a damn about himself..*so proud of abah*..he loves his family..i still do remember when i was small, every months there must be someone will call him seeks help from him...most of it of course la financially...he never said no..but when the time comes when he needed help...where are they??? they dont even bother to call him..its sad isnt it...but abah never says anything.."let them be. maybe they are having their own problem." i cant believe it....that's how they repay my abah for what he has done for them??? abah work his ass of for them.. but they treat him like a stranger...hurm...*relax babe dont get to emotional*

hurm...

mama...she often said that she is the black sheep of the family...the rebellious one....when she was young she's the 1 that caused troubles..hehehehe...even so,she is the most kind hearted..mama is the second child from 4 siblings..they much better compared to abah's...there's one little thing that makes me cry everytime i thought of mama...she always say "biar kite susah, biar la ape pon orang nk ckpkn mama, asal mama ade abah, ade ija, ade baby dh cukup bg mama, mama x nk ape2 lg dah kt dunia ni"...mama...baby sayang sgt kt mama...

i'm so thankful....they love me...eventhough i'm not their own flesh and blood...some might have known and some might have not...that i'm adopted...i never know who were my birth parents are...i wish them well where ever they are..i am thankful for them for giving me away to mama and abah with no regrets....deep down inside of me i know that they did this because they love me too...

i'm so lucky arent i??? most of my friends have 2 parent in their lives but i have 4...they loved me unconditionly and so does my loved towards them...

mak,ayah...thank you for the sacrifice you've made..

mama, abah...thank you for having me in your life and loved me with all your heart...

thats all for now guys...-roger n out-