with my loved ones...(fwens n him)

just love them so much...

especially u hubbymucuk...

hehehehehhe

mmg gle rmai org

budak tembam da smpi!!!

walaupon da order kt kdai mkn mucuk i tetap bli gak kueh teow ni...

ha..gayut ng spe tuh!

lambchop combo..sedapnyer..

beefsteak..mmmm

chikenchop cowboy..*drool*

muke kekenyang

primadonut..hahaha

lepas da kenyang kite round2 kt kg bru 2 cari mercun plak sbb ade org 2 gian sgt nk men mercun...hehehehe..pusing punye pusing bli punye bli..da puas ati bli mercun ape lg? ~gerak~heheeheh....g tgk bola plak kt wangsa mju...hehehe..ade org 2 smangat gle ciap pkai jersey man u...hehehehe

peace!

fara tomey!

hehehehe

happy2!

cak!

love

ahaks..

sgt2 best lepak ng korg..sgt2 syg kt korng!!! nanti lepak sme lg yer...love u guys!!!!

snap pic senyap2..hehehe

thats all for now..

-roger n out-

mcm2 hal la

haish....

asyik wat entri english jer....kali ni wat bahasa melayu plak...bahasa ibunda...hehehehe..

hari ni sgt best....byk benda yg kelakar trjadi..hahaha..x tahu nk start dr mana...start ng si S dlu la....dye sgt la psycho freak *dye sendiri mengaku k* kje nk menipu jer...adoi ai....igt time ng kite je dye menipu ng yg skarang pon nk menipu??? hidup ni karma beb...jgn igt ko bole bwt sesuka hati....God is great....satu hari t ko akan dapat gak balasan....

lagi 1 si H plak..si bodoh,pengecut.....kite on la ym nk chat ng some1....dye tgh on9 taw....nmpk je kite on9....dye trus invi...dah la hutang ak still x habis byr lg...jantan pengecut...hahahaha...hutang tetap hutang beb...sampai mati pon slagi ko x byr hutang aku tuh....smpi mati pon aku x halalkn....ko x yah la nk lari2 bkn ssh pon nk cari engkau...ko tu bdoh, elok2 dpt blaja kt university kne tendang...haaa..puas aty ak kutuk ko....

mnguji kesabar btol la kali ni....dlm bln puasa lak 2....xpe2....

that all for now

-roger n out-

the past

today is the beginning of the fasting month...hurm...

last night, past came back and haunt me *not in scary way*..it got me thinking bout what had happen in my life a year before...got me think bout a particular person..

mohd idham bin yaacob

yeah its he's en ex boyfriend of mine....the longest committed relationship i ever had in my life......and the most hardest to get over with....i called him every single day without miss to wake him up at 7a.m every morning...than he went to work...we were texting every single day without fail...we talk about everything...all the good and the bad...i was preparing myself to be a good wife for him in the future...but that's all gone now...i've moved on....he's moved on...

i've been in a few relationship after him...but i keep thinking bout him...i compare how other guys treat me to the way he treat me...but everyone is not the same...

i had an argument with the current guy that i'm involve with and that makes me thinking of idham so bad and i called him...*with my other num that he obviously didnt know of course*......he pick up the called....actually i've prepared the thing that i wanted to say to him.....

prepared speech : "hi...ingat kite lagi x?....sje je call nk cakap selamat berpuasa....ok lah 2 jer...bye"

but....things didnt go as planned....he said hello....after months i havent heard his voice, and it hits me...my tears starts to fall...yes....i cried....i'm speechless all of sudden...i know he heard that i was crying...he know it was me.....an apology came out of him...apology for what had happen and another for the things that didnt....

how i wish things didnt go this way....how i wish everything could be better again..how i really wish that he was by my side again...how i wish he was mine again...i missed him...i guess this entry is just to tell a little about him....my past...*sad*

this was taken on the last day we met before we broke up

that all for now..

-roger n out-

seasons

yeah...

we all know that Malaysia is not a four season country...but we still do have other kind of season in Malaysia...hehehehe..

first, the famous festive season..as a multi-culture n multi-races country we our 3 main races here in Malaysia : Malay,Chinese,Indian...meaning? 3 different main festive...Hari Raya, Chinese New Year n Depavali...

we also famous with fruits season...like rite now...at the side walk, at the side of highways we can see that there are many fruits mongers selling local fruits...in segamat, durians of course!!!!

another kind of seasons that is taking place in malaysia....is FLU SEASON...and it caught me...my nose is stuffed with mucus...it makes me hard to breath...my head feels like going to explode...my throat hurts...argh!!!!! hate it damn much!!! i feel so weak....wish i was back home in kl...huhuhuhu T.T ...i miss my mom cooking...i know that this flu will go away once i had her warm savory fish ball sup....i need that so bad...

flu season....sucks!!!!

thats all for now

-roger n out-

life

as i was standing in front of the icu yesterday and saw my cousin crying and all...it makes me sad...so sad i cant even looked at them...i cant imagine how would i act when its my turn...

i can see that my aunt is a very beautiful-hearted women...its the first time i saw so many people were there n pray to god..praying so that she will be better again..so many people love her....and i do too...its kinda of a miracle too..the doctor at first said that her lungs cant function anymore..n she wont be able to breath on her own..

alhamdulillah..now she is stable and has woken up from the unconsciousness..and we got a call saying that she already talk..that's a total relief for all of us...i felt like crying but i hold it in...to many people around..hehehehe

i remember even after what had happen to my family..we are still a family to her...she never discriminate my family...thats y i came all the way to see her...

since last night i feel a bit unwell..i got stuffy nose and a bit sore-throat...maybe coz i didnt sleepwell..*is it necessary?* :P

fyi yesterday was abah n mama's birthday!!!! i almost totally forget about it..its okay..abah turn 63 n mama 61...still going strong..love u guys so much!!!!

i guess thats all for now

-roger n out-