wish you were here

i really wish you were here...(T_T)

I can be tough

I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all

There's a girl
That gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walk through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
Near, near, near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say it like it is
And the truth, is that I really mi-i-iss

All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[Chorus:]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
Near, near, near
I wish you were here.

[Bridge:]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(Let go let go let go let go)

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(Let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, here, here
I wish you were here (I wish you were)
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
Near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
Near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Fairy tale Story

i came across this song yesterday while i was facebooking..it's my fav song when i just finished SPM..that time i never knew what the song is about but i was drowned by the slow music made by the piano...i was kinda mesmerize by the melody...i ask a friend what is this song all about..she said it is love song..the title is fairy tale story...when she explain to me i deeply feel in love with song...when i watch the video for the first time i cried (T_T) even though i don't understand the language...huhuhu...ok enough bout me...its time for you guys to enjoy the song....enjoy...

so?? how was it?? i teared up everytime i watch it.... =')

sooo cute!!!!! ^___^

i was browsing through some funny blog n i come a across cute pictures of these cutest living things....sho cute!!!

yeah we looked different but friendship doesn't matter

i haz sad (T_T)

what's that??

*sniff sniff* u smellz funny

yeah i iz cute...i knoz itz

i love sho sho much

serious dude leave me alone!

awww

don't ever leave me

what cha lookin at???

hehehehe...cute rite???

I'M BACK BEBEH!!!!!

Sorry I've been so quite these few months..lots of things had happen....hurm...can i just say 'lets forget about the past?'...things changed...i've changed...for good i hope... ^_^

since the last entry that i've posted, i think the best of the best story is that I'VE MEET MY BIOLOGICAL FAMILY!!!! okay that's a bit over reacting but i guess its okay if i over react...try to put yourself in my shoes...can u imagine what it feels like to meet your biological family after 21 years???

the story begins....its was the last day of April...30th April 20011 to be exact...i got 2 friend request from 2 girl at my fb acc...like usual if i don't know who the person is i would not approved...so i just ignore it..than one of then send me a message via fb...

the convosation is like this

her : salam dik, nk tnye nama penuh adik sapa? maaf la akak cuma nk tau je.tq

and i was like what??? O.o??? i answered back

me : wlkmslm, nurul hayati..knape ye?

her : hrmm...nk terangkn pon bkn sng..sbb akak tgh cari adik kndng akak yg sama nama ng adik..

jeng jeng jenggggggg......(my hand da start shivering)

me : owh sape nama mak n ayah akak?

her : mohd nasir n mak noriah ahmad

my heart stop beating for a while....running straight to abah...

me : abah2!!!!
abah : pe dye?? terkejut abah (he was lying down on the sofa reading his newspaper)

me : nama ayah bby mohd nasir kn?? nama mak bby noriah ahmad kn??
abah : ye la, btol la tu..

mama : kenapa ni? (busybody as usual)

me : ade org msg bby kt fb cr adik kandung dye? dye ckp nama adik dye sama ng bby..nama ayah dye mohd nasir n nama mak dye noriah ahmad...(muke panic)

mama :........(started to get emotional and cried)

abah : kakak kamu la tu (excited)

me : mama.....(started to cry as well n pelok mama kuat)...abah nk duit nk g cc nk on9!! (i was only using celcom sms at that time)

At that moment i'm the happiest girl in the world.. (^_^)....later i found out that my father mohd nasir had passed away (al-fatihah)...he died because of brain cancer...i feel aggrieved that i did not get a chance to meet him...huhuhuhuhuhu.....at first i'm a little hesitate to meet my mother...its not that i hate or despise her it just i don't know what will say to her when i see her..so i made plan to meet my other siblings first...my oldest sister is Azza Wati..she's married with 3 children i'm an aunt..hahaha...ok moving on..my second sister is Azila not married yet but not that available =p...and the third is my brother Mohammad Nazzri...and the youngest n still the baby of the family is ME!!

I am relived that i finally met them...for the first time after 21 years i finally get to spent Hari Raya with my biological family...it was fun...Kak Illa pick me up at home on the eve of Raya and we go straight to my oldest sister's house...that night was the first time i met my mother (ok that sentence remind me of my favorite tv show..HIMYM) *hey Nurul! focus please!* okay2...sorry...where was i? owh yes..when i reached my sister's house i hesitate a little because mak is inside...i started to get emotional...mak came out i kiss her hand and we hug and cried a little..huhuhuhuh...its a very emotional moment...i was a little quite at first...but when i get more comfortable it was all normal...just like any other family...

It was lots of fun...i am lucky because i have two family that loves me... ^_____^ hehehehehe