going home

cant wait to get back in kl..

miss everyone there!!!!

going out of my mind

what is this post is all bout???

i'm not sure....
bcoz the feeling is still there...."he doesnt even care!" my head said to me..."dont listen to it! he does but give him more time to realize it" my heart said...what am i suppose to do???

"just follow ur heart my dear" A said 2 me..."are u crazy???just forget him!!!he's not worth it" B said to me...haish...dilemma...go with my heart??? or just go with the flow???

its hard...i hate making decision...never been good at it...maybe thats y this kind of thing happen 2 me...never think about the consequences...now i'm the 1 is at fault...

argh!!!!!!

i miss him....is he missing me 2???? not sure...cant sleep...keep thinking bout him....how's he doing??? is he ok??? wht is he doing rite now?? has he eaten??? all of tht keep playing in my mind...making me go out of my head...

I’m not the type to get my heart broken

I’m not the type to get upset and cry

Coz I never leave my heart open

Never hurts me to say goodbye

Relationships don’t get deep to me

Never get the whole in love thing

If someone could say love me truly

But at the time it didn’t mean a thing

My mind is gone I’m spinnin’ around

And deep inside

My tears I’ll drown

I’m losing grip

What’s happening?

I stray from love

This is how I feel

This time was different

Felt like I was just a victim

And they cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now I’m in this condition

And I’ve got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?

coz its hurting me to let it go maybe

coz we spent so much time and

I know that it’s no more

I should have never let u hold me baby

Maybe why I’m so sad to see us apart

I didn’t give it to u on purpose

Gotta figure out how u stole my heart

My mind is gone I’m spinnin’ around

And deep inside

My tears I’ll drown

I’m losing grip

What’s happening?

I stray from love

This is how I feel

This time was different

Felt like I was just a victim

And they cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now I’m in this condition

And I’ve got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

How did I get here with you?

I’ll never know I never meant to let it get so personal

And after all I tried to do

To stay away from love with you

I’m broken-hearted I can’t let you know

And I Won’t Let It Show

You won’t see me cry

This time was different

Felt like I was just a victim

And they cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now I’m in this condition

And I’ve got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

Now I’m in this condition

And I’ve got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

All my life

so i better stop crying!!!!

thats all for now..

-roger n out-

The Eyes....

hye2!!!


still trying to recover from the break up...
sorry cause didnt update my blog for quit some times now...
i kept myself bz with things...to keep my mind of him...so wanna know what i did??????


i bought myself a pair of new contact lenses!!!


hahaha...
this might be stupid for some of u...
but this is how i try to control myself...
ok get back to the lenses...
its the first time ever i bought something through the Internet..
facebook actually..
it looked so cute n gorgeous i just gotta have it!!!
so i made a deal with the dealer...
wanna see????

can see my bantal busuk

trying to be cute

its grey but it looked blue

smile for the camera!

the best way to recover from a break up is to make yourself preaty...hehehehehe

that all for now..

-roger n out-